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Chapter 11
Nessa could not refrain. He reached for Zac. How could he keep his distance while his heart ached for this man?
But he grabbed his hand before he could touch her cheek.
"You do not remember? He said quietly while peering eyes.
"Maybe we need each other a little more than I thought," she whispered. Zac
composed a moving half-smile.
-Nessa, you do not need me.
"Yes, I need you," she said, and almost to his surprise, it was true. I needed that. Desperately. He had tried. He had tried not to feel anything for this man, for that soldier. Had tried to stay cool, distant, indifferent, but somehow, during the previous days, Zac had crossed their defensive lines and had dominion over his heart.
His gaze was so sad, so gentle, so tender ... All his anger was gone, Nessa and realized that, again, I was watching the man who had been: the man whom the pain and bitterness of life had been forgotten. Zac
could be that man again. Still was. I just needed to stop basing all your future happiness on getting the unattainable. That, she could not do it for him. Would have to do it alone. But I could be with him at that moment, that night, and help you remember I was not alone.
"I can not give you what you want," he said huskily. I know that you care.
Love. I was talking about love. "Then we tied
-Nessa gently pushed his hand and touched her cheek. Zac did not shaved since at least one day and had harsh cheekbones and chin, but she did not care. Nor does it matter that did not love. For me I can not give you what you want.
could not give energy to again become a SEAL. But, if I could, I would have.
She leaned toward him and kissed him. It was a soft kiss, a simple brush of lips. Zac did not budge. No answer. She bent to kiss him again and he stopped putting a hand on the shoulder. Nessa
knelt beside her on the couch and he looked at his legs, the soft cotton sweatshirt left unbuttoned to expose and ultimately of their eyes. "You're
playing with fire, "he said softly. There are many things I can not do, but I can still make love to a beautiful woman.
"Maybe we should start a new list. Things can still do. You could put "make love" first.
-Nessa, you'd better go ...
She turned to kiss him and he retired again.
"Damn, I said ... Nessa
kissed him more forcefully, he walked around the neck with his arms and opened his lips with his tongue. Zac was paralyzed and she realized that in a million years would have expected it to be so bold.
His hesitation lasted only an instant. Then pulled her close, wrapped her in his arms and was about to smash against the hard muscles of his chest.
Then he also kissed her.
kissed her eagerly, fiercely. His hot mouth took over hers and his tongue with breathtaking domino urgency.
That seemed impossible. Nessa had kissed only once, on the beach, but Zac's mouth tasted sweet family. Kiss was like coming home. Nessa
felt his hands behind his back, getting under the sweatshirt and slid up the curve of her back. Zac pulled her close and looked for the soft subtlety of its legs. The rose over him and straddled Ness on her lap while kissing. His fingers buried in her hair, which was incredibly soft. He would have liked to spend his life there, Zachary Efron kissing and running his hands through his beautiful blond hair. It was all I needed, all you need in your life.
Then he shook his hips and she felt the hardness of his penis erect and realized he was wrong. Both needed and longed for something more. Zac
pulled the sweatshirt, it departed from his shoulders and lowered his arms. He pulled the nightgown of his pants and she heard her moan when his calloused hands slid over the bare skin of his back. Zac And then turned away from her, panting hard.
-Nessa ... Frustration-had his face stretched fibrous and handsome features. I get up in arms and take to my bed, but could not. I could not lift it. Not with crutches. Even with the cane. But this was no time to think about those things. Nessa rose and fell from his embrace.
- Why can not synchronize our watches and we are there in, say ... "Pretended to look at a wristwatch imaginary ... in two minutes zero zero?
Zac's face relaxed into a smile, but the tension never left his eyes.
"No need to say" zero zero. " Can you say "4:00", but two minutes is just two minutes.
"I know," she said. I just wanted to make you smile. If that had not worked, have tested this ... "She got up slowly and I pulled her nightgown over her head. Then he threw on Zac's lap.
But Zac's smile disappeared. He looked at her, his eyes full of longing and passion, devoured her bare breasts. Nessa was amazed. He was half naked in front of a man he had known for a few days. And Zac was a soldier, a soldier trained for war probably in more ways than she could imagine. He was the most hard, most experienced and had never met, however, was in many ways also the most vulnerable. He had shared his secrets with her, was allowed to see his soul. Compared with that, baring his body before he seemed almost insignificant.
And she realized that he could be there as well, without blushing and with such aplomb, I was absolutely convinced that love was the right man. Never before had made love with a man without feeling a kind of restlessness, without being tormented by doubts. But he had never met a man like Zach Efron: a man who seems so different from her and that, however, could look into her eyes and, with a word or a touch, make her feel totally connected to him, attuned to it.
never before been considered an exhibitionist, but nobody had ever looked and looked at Zac. He felt his body tense, full of expectation, under that look hot. It was a sultry look ... and almost as enjoyable as a caress.
raised his arms slowly, deliberately, and quietly broke up the queue. Let him contemplate as he let go the long hair around her shoulders and enjoyed the feeling that the eyes of Zac raised in your body.
"You're not smiling," she whispered.
"Believe me, I'm smiling inside.
And then she smiled for real. With a smile halfway between tortured and sad. That smile was filled with doubt and disbelief, mixed with wonder and expectation. As I looked into his eyes, Nessa was able to see the first glimmer of hope. And he felt that it was falling. He realized, at that moment, which was falling hopelessly in man.
Fearing that he guessed her feelings, picked up his sweatshirt from the ground, turned and walked quickly down the hall way to his bedroom. From his bed. Zac
not going very far, but she heard him stop at Tasha's room and go to check on the girl.
- right? He asked when he entered moments later. Zac
closed the door behind him. And locked it.
He stood there, a dark shadow at the end of the room.
"He has lost a lot of fever," he said. Nessa
approached the window and slightly adjusted the shutter to let in some light without exposing your privacy. The dim light of the landing slots formed in the ceiling and suddenly, the room, so common, seemed to take an exotic glow. She turned to Zac, who was watching her.
- Do you have condoms? He asked.
"Yes. A long time ago, "he admitted, but yeah.
"For me too long," she said softly.
"You can still change their minds "He turned away from the door to let him free rein. He looked away as if he knew that his eyes had the power to stop it.
- Why should he change his mind? "He threw one of his sad smiles.
- Why a sudden burst of sanity? "He suggested.
"I make love to you," she said, "is so absurd? Zac
looked up.
"You could choose who you wanted. Anyone, there was self-pity in his voice nor his face. I was just stating a fact believed to be true.
"Well," she said. Then choose you. -Zac heard her gentle words, but only when Nessa smiled and approached him fully understood them. Vanessa wished. I wanted him. The external light shone on her bare skin.
His body was even more beautiful than I had imagined Zac. Her breasts were full and round ... not very big, but not too small. He longed to touch her hands, mouth, and smiled, knowing he was going to do very soon.
But she stopped just out of reach. While holding his gaze, he unbuckled his shorts and let down her legs.
He had seen her in a swimsuit that afternoon: he was well aware that his body was lean and athletic as close to perfection I had ever seen. Nessa was not voluptuous in any way: indeed, some men would have found her too thin. His hips were narrow and curved slightly to be confused with the softness of his waist. She was slender and elegant shapes, and had a wonderful combination of muscles and soft and flowing curves. Zac
sat on the edge of the bed and turned to him Nessa. He reached out and she came into his arms and sat down astride his lap.
"I think we had been here," he murmured, kissing him again. Zac
noticed that his head was spinning, he was caught in a whirlwind of pleasure so intense he could not hold back and moaned aloud. Nessa's skin was so soft, so smooth under their hands ... And his kisses were almost a spiritual experience. Each deeper and longer than before, he infused a vitality filled with joy and passion and unlimited fresh.
She tugged at his shirt and he fell from his embrace and pulled it over her head. Nessa then turned to kiss and touch your bare skin Zac left breathless.
He lay on the bed, dragging with him, and climbed on top of each other. Then he slid his hand between the two to play the sweet swell of her breasts. She was tense and erect nipples by desire, and Zac's up to his mouth and began to caress with the tongue, sucking first gently and then harder as she moaned in pleasure and arched her back.
"I like panting. It's so delicious ...
His whispered words of desire caused a blaze that completely crossed Zac. The more attracted towards him and this movement closely pressed against her body against his erect member. Nessa stood there a moment, in tension. Zac could feel its heat even through her panties and shorts. I wanted to touch it, taste it, fill it out completely. He loved her entirely. He wanted at that moment. He loved her forever, for eternity.
Nessa's hair enveloped them like a black curtain, fine and sensual while Zac kissed her again and she started to move over it, gliding slowly on his hard member. Good heavens, if he carried, Zac was going to lose control before they're even in it.
-Nessa ... "Growled with his hands on his hips to stop.
She leaned back to watch it. His eyes narrowed for the pleasure and desire and a provocative smile curved her lips. She tossed her long hair back and pulled his hands to button Zac's shorts. I quickly unbuttoned, deftly, she slipped back and fell to his knees on his thighs to lower zip. Freed from the pressure
pants, his cock stiffened and she covered him with her delicate hands over his underpants. He looked into the eyes of Zac while he was playing.
seemed extremely sensual erotic fantasy, there kneeling on him, as those tiny white silk panties contrasted perfectly with the golden glow of your skin smooth. Long hair fell around her shoulders and curled around several strands of her beautiful breasts. Zac
stretched out her hand to her. He wanted to touch, move your hands down her arms, caressing her breasts. She
down his pants and underpants while meeting his eyes and smiled pleasure to see reflected in his face when he finally closed his hands around his member. Then he squeezed her breast and she closed her eyes, dragged by his own ecstasy.
Nessa leaned forward and kissed him with force, violence. Then pulled back and drew a trail of kisses from his mouth and his neck to his chest with one hand while stroking was vehemently. I brushed her hair in a very light touch and restrained Zac screamed as she slid further down her mouth. A wave of exquisite pleasure, sweeping, seized him.
That was incredible. It was more than amazing, but it was not what he wanted. Extended arms to her, and snapped up his arms.
- Would not you like? "Nessa laughed. Knew that he liked. He knew very well that had been about to lose control. Zac
tried to speak, but only let out a groan. She laughed again. Her voice was musical and her joy was contagious. Zac covered her mouth with a fierce kiss, and felt that laughter and joy bubbling within Nessa and penetrated into his own body, flowing through his veins and filling it with happiness.
Happiness. Good grief, when was the last time you felt happy? It was strange. It was absurd, really, because even though he had been happy before he was wounded, never had that particular emotion associated with the act of making love. Felt desire, arousal, interest and joy, he had been dominating and even mastered. He had felt confident, powerful and confident. But never had he felt so unconditionally, so undeniably happy. I had never felt anything remotely like that.
But neither had ever made love to a woman who was, without a shadow of doubt, your perfect sex partner. Vanessa
was determined and overtly sexy, and not ashamed of its powerful sensuality. Not scared take the initiative. Confident in herself and was bold and daring.
But if it were not for the hint of sensuality that she had hinted in the lobby of the hospital, he never would have suspected. His character was so sweet, so tender and kind ... It was good. It was the kind of woman you wanted to marry and spend the rest of his life surrounded by his serenity and warmth.
But Nessa did not get that serenity to the bedroom. And it was not warm: it was incredibly hot. Zac
slid his hands over her soft belly and under the strip of silk that covered her sex. It was warm, smooth and ready for him, as Zac imagined. Nessa arched his fingers to push within himself, drew his head towards her and brought her mouth to her breast.
"I get over you," he gasped. Please. ..
was incredibly exciting to know that the woman he wanted so passionately that total. Zac let go and turned sideways to reach the top drawer of his bedside table. He rummaged among the things he had in his hand closed and almost miraculously on a small plastic package. I ripped and put on a condom while Nessa got off her panties and legs waving them off. Then he climbed on top of him. Fell and he lifted her hips and in a smooth and perfect, penetrated. Then
Zac realized he would always remember the look on his face, that he would take him to the grave. Dam of a pure and beautiful abduction, she had her eyes closed, lips parted and his head thrown back. And it was he who made her feel that way. Nessa
opened his eyes, looked at him and searched his face, God knows why. Whatever it was what I was looking, he seemed to find it, because she smiled sweetly. Zac suddenly felt he had no heart in the chest.
She began to move over it, slowly at first. His smile disappeared, but continued looking into his eyes, holding his gaze.
, Zachary ...
He was not sure he can talk, but he licked his lips and tried it.
- What?
"This is wonderful.
"Hey, yes, he had to laugh. The laughter came out from inside a bubble, and realized that the laughter was hers. Nessa
had started to move faster and Zac tried to restrain it. I wanted that would last forever, but the step that would ... She, however, would not hold back, and he could not deny anything. He held her against him and kissed her frantically as he struggled to hold back. But walking along the edge of a precipice and was rapidly losing his balance.
, Zachary ... -Ness whispered his name as I hugged him hard, and Zac felt the first waves of her orgasm tumultuous.
Then he jumped over the edge of that precipice. But instead of falling, rose and flew up to impossible heights, up much higher than they ever have before. The pleasure went through him like an arrow, burning, scorching, and left him weak and humbled, trembling and exhausted ... and, nevertheless, completely full of happiness.
Her hair was soft and Nessa over the face and closed his eyes to inhale the sweet scent of her shampoo as she returned slowly to the ground. A moment later, she sighed and smiled. Zac Nessa felt the lips, which moved close to his neck and asked if she could feel his smile. Nessa
raised his head and brushed her hair from her face.
- Are you still alive?
Zac felt his smile widened to look into her eyes. The brown was her new favorite color.
"Absolutely.
"I think we can add without any doubt" make love "to the list of things I still do," she said with a smile.
His knee. God, I never thought in his knee since he had closed the bedroom door behind him. He never wanted to think about it and fought to retain the peace of that moment.
-No know, "he said. Maybe we should make sure it was not a fluke. May be better to try it again.
Vanessa's smile became dangerous.
"I'm ready when you are. "Zac felt a rush of desire ran through, hot and sweet.
-Dame few minutes ...
kissed her slow and deep kiss that promised unlimited pleasure.
Nessa sighed and stepped back to watch it.
"I love to stay, but ...
- But?
She smiled and ran his hands through his hair.
"It's after six o'clock, Zachary. I do not think appropriate to be here when you wake up Natasha. Already there have been enough turmoil in her life lately, without having to worry about whether you will have to compete with me for your time and affection. Zac
nodded. Nesa probably was right. We just have to see her go so soon but was thinking about the girl. Nessa
left him and got out of bed. Zac turned sideways to see it pick up their clothes from the floor.
"You call me again," said Zachary. She looked up, startled, as she put on shorts.
- Yes? Sorry.
-think of me as Zachary, right? He asked. Not like Zac. Nessa
zipped the sweatshirt and then sat to him in bed.
"I like your name," he admitted. I feel that I continue to escape.
He leaned on his elbow.
He has escaped many times as we made love.
-God, I hope you is not been damaged, half-seriously talked. Zac laughed.
"If I'd called Bob, maybe yes, but ... She touched his cheek. It was the first time in a long time I have enjoyed them to call me Zachary. I liked it, really.
She closed her eyes for a moment and pressed her cheek against the palm of your hand.
"Well, I certainly liked to call me Zachary, for sure.
"Who knows," he whispered while drawing the shape of your lips with his thumb. If we continue like this, you might even get used. Nessa
opened his eyes and looked at him.
- Want ... want to continue? He asked. The mocking tone of her voice was gone and for the first time all night, seemed undecided. Zac
could not respond. It was not your question what caused amazement, but its own response, immediate and firm. Yes God, yes.
That was dangerous. It was extremely dangerous. He did not want to feel anything but pleasure and satisfaction when you think of this woman. I wanted nothing more than casual sex and no strings attached.
However, I could not let it go away thinking that he had enough with that one night. Because it was not. Because the idea of \u200b\u200bletting her go home and it seemed pretty hard to bear. Do not want to think about how you would feel if she was leaving forever. I could not think about it.
"Yes," at last, but I have to be honest. Right now I'm not in a position to ... "She silenced her with a kiss.
"I want," he said. That's all we need to know now. It need not be more complicated.
But it was more complicated. Zac knew just by looking. Nessa felt something for him. He saw in his eyes. He felt a hot surge of joy that instantly became icy despair. I did not want her to like. I did not want to suffer and, if his feelings were too intense, she would suffer.
"I just want to make sure you're not going to turn this into a sort of fairy tale and said quietly, unable to hold back, touched his hair and prayed that his words stung. Still, a little sting at the time was preferable to a long-term mortal wound. I know that ours is a lot like "Beauty and the Beast", but it takes more than just a pretty girl to become a prince ... to become a man again in full. Need much more than that. And I have to be honest with you, I ... "I could not say. He closed his throat, but I had to make sure she understood. It scares me that the doctors are right, "he admitted. It scares me that my knee is not going to improve more.
Nessa The beautiful eyes were full of compassion and feeling.
"Maybe it's time she admitted ... you to accept your limitations.
- Hello? "He shook his head and sighed full of disbelief. If I try, condemn me to live in this limbo. I'm not dead, but I'm not living in reality.
She looked away and Zac knew what he was thinking. Certainly, it had seemed full of life when they made love, a moment ago. But it was not sex. Or it.
"I need to know who I am, tried to explain. She lifted her head and was about to burn with the intensity of his gaze.
Efron You are the lieutenant of San Felipe, California. You are a man who walks with a cane and suffers for it. You're a Navy SEAL. Always be a SEAL. What you were when you were eleven years. And you will be when you die.
took his face in his hands and kissed him: a sweet and passionate kiss that almost got him believe. Recently
-you know, "she continued," but I know you well enough to be sure that you succeed. You will not settle for a kind of limbo. I know you'll do whatever it takes to return to feel full. I know I will decide what is right. Your story will have a happy ending. Do not give up, kissed him again and stood up. See you later, okay?
-Nessa ...
But she was closing the door quietly behind him. Zac lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling. Vanessa had so much faith in him ... "Do not give up." He seemed convinced that he would do whatever was necessary to return to an active life.
He also had that faith, but time and the failures had been wearing out his plot, and now show through all your questions. During the earlier days, those doubts had become very strong. Beginning to become clear as daylight streaming through the blinds in his hand was not recovered. Could seek, take to the limit exercising to faint, but if the knee was still supporting its weight, if the joint could not move in certain directions, would be doing little more than head against a wall.
Now, however, had to Nessa, who believed in him, he was convinced he had the strength to overcome his injury to overcome, to return back to being an active duty SEAL.
Nessa's feelings were more profound than betrayed. Zac knew without a doubt would not have made love with him if he did not feel anything. Was he falling in love with him? It was quite possible. Nessa was nice and tender. He would not be the first bastard who took her to his heart.
Somehow, he had been led to believe it was worth their time and emotions. Somehow, he had deceived into believing in their castles in the air. Somehow, it was believed that there would be a really happy ending for him. Zac
closed his eyes. I wanted it that way. I wanted to get out of bed and into the bathroom without having to use a cane. I wanted to tie their sneakers and timed run ten miles before breakfast. Wanted go to the naval base and join the team in one of his endless exercises. I wanted to return to the arena, be ready for anything, willing to be sent abroad at any time when necessary the intervention of the Alfa Brigade. And I wanted to return home after a difficult mission and find the sweetness of Nessa's arms, welcoming port of his kisses and the warm light of her eyes full of love.
God wanted it all.
Nessa But I would if I failed? Would you spend your life waiting for him to reach? Would you like to be with a man forever caught in limbo between what had been and what I expected and would not be?
"not going to settle for a kind of limbo," he had said. "I know you'll do whatever it takes to return to full feeling."
"You will succeed."
But what if you did not? What if his knee did not allow him to return to the SEALs? And according to his view, was the only way to return to succeed. Otherwise, it would be a failure.
But Vanessa had faith in him.
He, however, did not have that confidence. He knew how easy it was to lose when things beyond their control. And you weigh more, recovery was not in their hands.
knee started to hurt and picked the analgesic. But would have liked to have something to ease as quick and effective pain he felt in his heart.
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